Spent a few hours awake by myself last night. I did okay. Random things on tv made me cry for no real reason. I watched a movie called WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE, in my quest for dumb comedies. It was mostly more dumb than funny, sadly. It’s about a corporate retreat on a tropical island …
Category: Artwork
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Drawing this actually felt like drawing and not just a daily chore I’ve been forcing myself to do. I still feel every last bit of pain and twistedness in my heart, brain and soul, but have not broken down completely in about a day and a half. Progress? The hardest is part is that through …
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It’s not getting easier. But, it’s not getting worse.
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Never been one to channel my emotions into my art. With my current state of mind its hard not to, but at the same time, it’s not enough. The recurring theme of “sad monster” seems to be apt though. It will get better, but right now, I am lost in the void, and it seems …
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All I ever wanted to be was a better man and a better artist. I tried, and in some ways succeeded. Thank you for your support and love.
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The face I now wear.
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Some days you get sad. Some days you want to put a bullet through your own brain. Guess which today is?
085. Monsters
Back in December, I posted an drawing called “The Slasher“, an image I made for the Horror Movie a Day book, written by Brian Collins. This is my second piece for the book, the chapter illustration for “Monsters”. The book is still untitled and unscheduled, but it should be available sometime later this year. The …