Tag: Sad Monster

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For 11 years, I have posted something on my birthday. Mostly art, usually an accompanying text piece about how sad I am. This will be one of those. Maybe it’s a birthday thing, I dunno. But, the suicidal thoughts came back pretty hard last week. A lot has changed in the last year, but so …

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1000. Self-Loathing Narcissist

1000. Self-Loathing Narcissist

I’m a self-loathing narcissist. I hate myself, I think everything I do is awful, and a waste of everyone’s time. Over and over again, I am proven to be correct in this assessment. For the last month, I have been trying to sell my merchandise over my store with all proceeds intended to go to …

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The Sad Monster returns.

912a. War of the Roses

912a. War of the Roses

Hey! I’ve been posting artist sketch cards since March. That’s kind of crazy. Well, they stopped today, and tomorrow, of course is the beginning of 100 Kirbys. But before we get to that, I figured I’d post this bonus piece. I’ve been working on this for a few weeks now (when I shoulda been drawing …

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647. Sad Monster

647. Sad Monster

As most folks may know, I am The Sad Monster. It has sort of become my alter ego over the last year and a half/two years. The Sad Monster has also sort of become my artistic through-line, purpose, identity, and calling card. A self-portrait is the saddest monster I could draw. This is the 2nd …

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558 (38)

Today is my 38th birthday. I am going through my 2nd nervous breakdown in a year, I hate my job, I’m still heartbroken, painfully lonely, I’m broken, broke, and full of rage. My anxiety is turning into agoraphobia. I’ve begun to cut people out of my life and as of this past week I’ve disassociated …

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Visual depiction of my current emotional state, probably.

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